Sad, Sad, Sad....

Yesterday just had an argument with him. I don't even know why, but nowadays always argue with him, fight with him. It hurts alot to broke his heart but i keep doing it. Anyway, yesterday, when we are msning, a friend of mine sms me and told me to go and listen to a talk or discussion from Elken, a direct sales company. So, i told him about it through msn and he ask me not to go. We chat for a while when we started to bitch about that friend of mine. He told me she's not a good christian and i asked why. Him, instead of not answering my questions says that he suspect me with that girl coz i keep asking him. I still have the message... it's something like this:

demon hunter says:
cant wait meh
demon hunter says:
if ur too desprate to noe
demon hunter says:
i haf every right to suspect u r her

I was furious that he suspected me to be my friend... Why don't he trust me? I really don't know myself for i'm too sad to think about that matter. Then, he continue to say that he's not saying he suspect me when i'm in anger. He say he suspected my friend not me.

Later i make up with him, but it's the bad feeling is still here. I'm still hurt over that comment. No matter how many times he apologise, it don't seem to fade away...